Letter From God

So, basically this is a letter that I got from God at IHOP. The night before I was crying and was sad for no reason, so I decided to make it to IHOP to purposely sit there and be open to what had to say.

Basically here are the few lines before the letter from God in my journal, and I'll bold the letter.

Lord I pray that you would be with me as I prep my application until it's ready. I pray that you would be with me and as I make sure this is what you want me to do.
[god you know every time I say that, I almost feel like you're telling me "duh, Laura, of course I want you to do it. Why would I give you this passion and then not let you use it. I gave you this passion for a reason. So stop worrying about being able to raise money for it, cause you know that if you trust in ME then I WILL provide for you. Laura trust me. Trust me. Trust me. Trust me. Don't worry. I want you to use the love and passion I have given you. I want you to be a loving testimony to everyone you come in contact with. I want you to spread your love and passion for these children to the schools and churches you go to. Don't worry I will go ahead of you. Laura trust me. Laura don't worry. Laura trust me. Now go finish that application and don't push it off. This part is all you. I'll handle the rest. Laura I love you. You are my beautiful daughter whom I am very well pleased of. I am so proud of everything you have done in your life. The good and the bad. Yes even the bad. Laura go, go to Johnson County Community College and spread My love. Love from every corner of your campus. Laura get out of that comfort zone. Laura I believe in you and that you can and will do a lot of great things. Laura. Trust in me. Trust me. I love you. I love you. Give me every part of you. Laura trust me.]

Yeah basically I couldn't write any more in my journal that night with out crying. Cause He was is right. I need to trust Him. Why else would He have given me the passion if I were just going to not use it.