God,

Today is going to be a really interesting day. I can tell you that much. I mean I am planning on cleaning my room cause honestly, when school starts I want to be able to come in here and study or what not. Oh and definitely paint, now that i have all of my stuff in my room. It's going to be well, hopefully stays organized more that it usually does.

I think I am gonna go apply for that part time cook thing at the old homes place. I hope it will be a new job. God, please let me get this job, I really could use the money.

I am starting to loose hope,  wait a minute I can't be loosing hope right now. Just looking back at all those times you supplied me with all the answers and the money when I needed it. Lord, I just ask for guidance, for control. Control, not so I can control my life, but mainly to control my anger, learn to control my money and such.

Lord, it always seems that when I wake up things never go very well between my mom and I. I really really really want that to change. I wish we could get along. I wish our family could get along. I see the other families at church and wished that our family was like that. I just ask that you would be the relationships we have down here. I pray that they will be able to grow together and that we would learn to control our anger towards each other and put that anger towards something else. Lord, thanks.

I love you. You are always there for me. There when I am in pain, lost all hope, and so forth. I wish my friends like Mintra, could understand the meaning of it all. i wish i had the guts or faith to go and talk to her about you. I wish I really had the guts to invite to church or some of the young adult activities. but i don't, I don't know why, but I don't.

Lord i pray for the people in haiti, and all the organizations sending aid to Haiti. I pray for safe travels and that everything will be able to make it over there. I pray that we as a global community will come together to help and possibly save these people. I honestly wish i could go down there right now and just go and take care of the children. I really pray that the christian organizations down there, like the Hands and Feet Project, will be able to show the people they are around and show them that there is hope, that there is safety when you trust in God. That he will protect them from any harm or further harm and sickness. i just pray for a hand of protection over the country of Haiti and the people going to help.

i pray for the speaker, the Ugandans coming to america, for the Legacy Tour. I pray that they will be able to get everything needed to come over smoothly. i pray that no one will get sick before they come over. I also pray for a hand of protection for them. I know it's going to be a fun semester for them and yet i know it will be a hard one trying to get screenings booked and people to get their contracts in. Lord, I pray for Invisible Children as an organiztion. They are an amazing organization for what they have done so far and what they will continue to do. Especially for those children in Uganda. It's so sad to me that no one is really mentioning it on the news and so forth. but it is amazing that the youth and college students are coming to together to show the world what is going on. This is when I wish people would send money and aid to help this atrocity, but until a natural disaster happens i don't money will be flowing in if it did happen. But that's why alot of littles can make a big difference. I pray that the roadies have gotten to head quarters safely. I pray that you would keep them healthy as they plan screenings and go through training. Send my loves and prayers towards them God.

Lord be with britannie today as she starts her second semester of college. Thanks abunch. send my loves to brit!

LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER

your beloved daughter