April 26, 2010 (Monday)

AHHHH!!!!

God, I have more than one question for you, but I have one for you right now.
Why do you make me so paranoid?

I ask this because I am always thinking people are out to get me. Like I just got an email from my Spanish teacher, and she was talking about how she couldn't come in "early" so I couldn't finish my "artwork" or finish my test. Obviously I hadn't taken that test, yet, my plan was to go to school tomorrow and do it. But I mean now obviously I can't now. But I thought she was getting mad that I skipped all of last week and is mad that I doodle in her class. Teachers need to know that I learn best when I am listening and doodling at the same time. So I was thinking about dropping that class, just because I thought she was giving me an attitude. Of course she wasn't, but really if you were in my position and got that email, you may not have gone to that big of an extreme, but come on I bet it would tick you off.

Well, I was extremely bored today, my plan was to go to IHOP at like 1p after I ate lunch, but, LOL, I didn't get there until like 3p. Yeah, I got distracted. It was still really good because I think that I really got to talking to you. Not as much though as I normally do. But it made me think. You have placed this idea of feeding the homeless and having conversations with them, and I haven't done it yet. It kind of makes me sad. but I really hoping that May 8, I'll be doing that with some of my friends. *fingers crossed*

Well I am gonna look around, I'll talk to you later, I just needed to vent and didn't have my journal with me.

Your Beloved Daughter.